You might be jealous of stats, books, writing style, popularity, event invites or something else entirely, and I think we can all agree, non-bloggers and fellow bloggers alike, that it's sad this kind of thing arises in such a close-knit community. But I'm sure everyone in the world has felt like this at some point, including me, so I've gathered a few tips to help you remember that no matter what happens with other people, YOU ARE STILL AWESOME. *sprinkles unicorn-shaped confetti everywhere*
For a couple of weeks last year I remember lots of good things seemed to be happening to everyone except me. It made me unhappy, I doubted myself, and I quietly became the green eyed monster. But I never said anything to them. These bloggers had clearly worked their butts off to get such awesome stats or opportunities, and I stopped. I thought. And I respected that. I didn't let the jealousy consume me, I moved on, and I turned that envy into motivation to work harder. It's easier said than done, but it worked!
There's the normal jealousy, of course, like when you really want a book that someone else has, or someone else got to be on a blog tour that you didn't. I'd be worried if there were any blogger that doesn't get jealous, because it's natural to be! We envy bigger bloggers, and I'm sure they envy people too. But when it starts to consume you, that's when you need to battle that envy with some rationality. If you need help with that then this post is for you - and you can adapt it for offline life, too.
1) Think before you type.
If what you're going to say implies that the blogger shouldn't have gotten whatever they got, don't say it. Whether it's high stats, a rare ARC or something else, it's going to be down to their hard work.
2) Turn it into motivation.
I know it's easier said than done, but if you let the jealousy consume you all it's going to do is make you demotivated, and the quality of your blog posts will probably suffer as a result. Instead, let it motivate and inspire you into doing better. Have a brainstorm. Think of things you can do to improve, but make sure whatever you're doing is what you really want to do. Soon, you'll be getting whatever it was you were jealous of before, and you'll probably be happier with your blog too!
3) Remember why you started in the first place.
Chances are you started book blogging because you love books. Not free books, event invites or blog tours, but your pure love of literature. Go back to your roots. Read old posts no matter how embarrassed they might make you feel. See how far you've already come. Be nice to yourself.
4) Say something nice instead.
There's the old saying, "If you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all." Well, I changed it to, "If you can't say something nice, say something nice anyway." It's not impossible (unless you're Peter from Divergent) and believe it or not it will make you feel better, I promise. It's not being fake. It's overcoming the negative feelings you're having under the surface. It'll probably make the other person a bit happier too, to share good news and get a happy response back.
5) Remember these.
If it's stats you're jealous of, have a brainstorm. How can you make your blog better? How can you get more people to look at your blog? Getting an amount of page views you're actually happy with isn't going to happen overnight, but it will happen. Set goals and keep them in mind to keep you motivated (I've done that this year and it's so helpful.)
If it's an event you weren't invited to or couldn't attend, just remember that in a couple of weeks the hype will have died down. Like YALC - I didn't get to go and for the two days it was on and for a few days afterwards, I'll admit I was feeling pretty sad and I grumbled every time I saw a tweet about how awesome the event had been. But you just have to remember that it won't be long until photos stop being shared and event recaps fall into the archives. Then you can forget it. Most events will happen more than once (again, like YALC or Hay Festival) and if it's an author signing then it's likely they'll be back near you one day. Just try to feel happy that there are people out there who got to go - they're lucky people, and no doubt there's been something you've done that they're envious of.
And if these don't work, maybe it's time to take a blogging break and come back to it with fresh eyes and a refreshed mind - it'll do the world of good and you'll come back with more energy and love for blogging, too! Blogging is ridiculously hard work and very time consuming so don't feel guilty about needing a few days or even a few months away from it.
There's a quote which I've always loved and recently rediscovered when I was reading We Were Liars, and that is:
"Be a little kinder than you have to."I've been trying to keep that in mind for a while and it's definitely made a difference in everything - not just blogging. Hopefully (fingers crossed) if you're having a hard time with blogging envy and you take these tips on board you'll be happier in the long run. Now, before I bookmark this post so I can actually take my own advice for once next time I let the jealousy take over, I want to know...
What are your tips for keeping the jealousy at bay?